The brave don't live forever. The cautious don't live at all.--shango

Well, hello BANDWAGON, got room for one more.  Before this evening's second parter on soap making I would like to do what everyone else is doing and post the name game. This was fun and I would like to think that it is accurate to a degree....I notated in bold the things that I HOPE are true, they feel true to me anyway.  

 

You entered: T***** S****** S******

There are 20 letters in your name.
Those 20 letters total to 90
There are 7 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

 

Who would I be if I didn't leave poetry in my wake....here...goes...

 

Quilts

(for Sally Sellers)  
  
Like a fading piece of cloth  
I am a failure  
  
No longer do I cover tables filled with food and laughter  
My seams are frayed my hems falling my strength no longer able  
To hold the hot and cold  
  
I wish for those first days  
When just woven I could keep water  
From seeping through  
Repealed stains with the tightness of my weave  
Dazzle the sunlight with my   
Reflection  
  
I grow old though pleased with my memories  
The tasks I can no longer complete  
Are balanced by the love of the tasks gone past  
  
I offer no apology only  
this plea:   
  
When I am frayed and strained and drizzle at the end  
Please someone cut a square and put me in a quilt  
That I might keep some child warm  
  
And some old person with no one else to talk to  
Will hear my whispers  
  
And cuddle  
near---Nikki Giovanni

Goddess Bless